Vana Parva · Episode 1 · Chapters 38–45
Arjuna starves himself for four months to meet Shiva, and the god comes as a hunter who beats him senseless before giving him his weapon.
The boar that charged Arjuna on the mountain was a demon, and the hunter who shot it in the same instant was a god.
Arjuna had come a long way to be shot at. The sage Vyasa had warned Yudhishthira that the coming war would be fought against men who knew every celestial weapon — Bhishma, Drona, Kripa, Karna, Drona's son — and that Arjuna must go to the gods for weapons of his own. So Yudhishthira passed him a secret lore from Vyasa and sent him north with Gandiva and the two quivers that never empty. Draupadi wished him everything Kunti had wished for him on the day he was born.
At a peak called Indrakila, a lean ascetic with tawny matted hair told him that this was a place for brahmins whose anger was spent, and that he should put down his bow. Arjuna would not. The ascetic laughed and showed himself as Indra, Arjuna's own father, and offered him the worlds of heaven. Arjuna refused them. He wanted no godhood and no pleasure, he said, while his brothers lived in the forest and the wrong done to them stood unanswered. Then see Shiva first, Indra told him, and I will give you every weapon I have.
So he stayed on the mountain and made himself thin. For the first month he ate fruit once in three nights, then once in six, then dry fallen leaves once a fortnight. In the fourth month he lived on air, standing on the tips of his toes with his arms raised. The seers of the region complained to Shiva that the man was scorching the mountainside. Shiva sent them home. He knew what Arjuna wanted, he said, and it was not heaven, or power, or a long life.
Then the forest went silent. Shiva came down the slope disguised as a kirata, a mountain hunter, gleaming like a tree of gold, with the goddess Uma beside him in the same dress and a crowd of spirits behind. At that moment a demon named Muka, a son of Diti, came at Arjuna in the shape of a huge boar. Arjuna strung his bow. The hunter called out that he had marked the boar first. Arjuna ignored him, both men loosed, and the two arrows struck together.
Arjuna turned on the stranger: this was not the code of the hunt. The hunter answered, smiling, that the boar had been his and had died by his arrow, and that a proud man should not blame others for his own faults.
So they fought, and the fight is a long stripping-away. The hunter took Arjuna's arrows as a mountain takes rain, without a scratch, and Arjuna began to wonder whether this was Rudra himself. Then the quivers that could not run dry ran dry. He struck with the end of his bow, and the hunter took the bow and swallowed it. His sword broke on the hunter's head. He threw trees and boulders, then fought with his fists, then chest to chest, until the god closed on him and crushed him, and Arjuna fell senseless.
That was the moment Shiva was pleased. No kshatriya equalled him, the god said, and he gave Arjuna the sight to see him as he was. Arjuna saw Shiva with the goddess, fell to his knees, and begged pardon for fighting him in ignorance. Shiva forgave him and told him who he was: in a former life he had been Nara, the companion of Narayana. Then he gave back Gandiva and the quivers, which he had taken by illusion, and offered a boon.
Arjuna asked for the Pashupata, Shiva's own weapon, which the text also calls brahmashiras — the weapon that burns the world at the end of an age. He named the men he meant to face with it: Bhishma, Drona, Kripa, and Karna, the suta's son who was always so harsh of speech. Shiva taught it to him, with the way to call it back, and set one condition. It must never be loosed on a lesser opponent, or it would burn up the world. As Arjuna received it, the earth shook.
The other guardians of the world came next. Yama gave his staff and told Arjuna that Karna, a portion of the Sun, was his to kill. Varuna gave his nooses and Kubera the weapon that makes its bearer vanish. Then Indra's charioteer Matali carried Arjuna up to Amaravati, where his father sat him on his own throne. He stayed five years. He learned the thunderbolt from Indra's own hand, and at Indra's bidding he learned song, dance and music from the gandharva Chitrasena, an art no human court possessed.
Later tellings add one more scene here: the apsaras Urvashi comes to Arjuna, is refused, and curses him to live as a eunuch, which explains his disguise in the thirteenth year. The Critical Edition does not carry that scene. In the constituted text, the year Arjuna later spends as a eunuch dancing-master is a role he chooses for himself.
What this episode settles is the shape of the war to come. The Pandavas go into it with the deadliest weapon in the epic in Arjuna's hands, and with the rule that came with it: power of that size is given on condition that it is held back. Arjuna earned it not with his archery but by fighting until he had nothing left, and then fighting on.
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